Friday, September 7, 2012

The First Day

A funny I found on snorgtees.com

Today I had an interesting thought as I was driving down I-95 in Northern, Maine.  I decided that I wanted to try to make something levitate telekinetically. The object I chose was a small, Tim Horton’s Iced Capp cup that was sitting in my cup holder.  I decided to use the cup because I figured it wasn’t heavy.  It is also an item that I’m used to lifting by hand.  I gave it a try, focusing as hard as I could while driving on the cup.  I made a picture of it in my mind and I imagined a pressure on the bottom of the cup that would cause it to rise.  I didn’t look at the cup because I figured that my mind already knew it was there and what it looked like.  I wasn’t able to lift it and my focus began to shift to something else.
mmmm! Refreshing!

I then thought about whether or not God wanted me to have a telekinetic ability.  With God, all things are possible. So if I can’t lift the cup with my mind, maybe it’s because He doesn’t want me to. So what does he want me to do?  Apparently he wants me to have the ability to become a mechanical engineer because he got me through some tough times in school and now I have a degree.  So, could it be that we can figure what God wants for us by looking at what he has already given us?  Maybe the things that we’ve accomplished in the past are like clues to what we will be.  I decided that it wasn’t good to constantly be searching for what he wants for us because we wouldn’t have time to do the things we were meant to do, and frankly it doesn’t feel good or right.  But at least maybe we can have clues.

So I started thinking about why I wanted to levitate my cup and I realized that it’s because I have always been able to feel a certain energy within me, but I could never use it for anything.  The energy doesn’t have an outlet.  But when this energy builds up inside of me I think of kicking a soccer ball miles into the air, or of jumping up and flying.  I have a vision of myself complete these incredible actions.  But is that what God wants for me?  Maybe if this energy did have an outlet I would use it for worse, and God might not want that of me.  But I do indeed have this energy, and I do think about ways to use it so maybe He does want me to find an outlet for it.  Maybe I just have to work harder.  Jesus said that if our faith were the size of a mustard seed, we could move mountains, so maybe my faith is simply weak.

I decided that I should pray before trying to lift the cup again.  So I prayed for guidance and strength and I began once again.  I then realized that I had been trying to lift the cup from the bottom, but maybe that was too unstable for my mind.  Maybe it would be best to have my mind try to lift the cup in the way that my hand lifts the cup.  This time I imagined a hand-like force lifting the cup.  Nothing.  Then I thought maybe I should start with the cup in front of me so that I could picture it better.  Nothing.  Maybe the cup is too heavy.  Although my arm can lift the cup, I haven’t been using my mind as much as I’ve used my arm and my mind might not be strong enough.  Maybe I shouldn’t be thinking of a force lifting the cup.  Maybe I should try to turn gravity off.  Maybe I should manipulate the air to lift the cup.  Maybe not the air, but something within the air.  Air molecules.  The gas atoms in the air.  The quarks in the atoms. MAYBE…

It's like...gravity isn't

Then I thought of the most fascinating thing that I had thought of yet.  Maybe, maybe, maybe… there is something we don’t know about that could allow us to lift the cup with our minds.  Maybe we can manipulate something that science cannot understand yet or that hasn’t been discovered.  If science can’t explain gravitational force, what else can’t it explain?  Why is mass attracted to mass?  Gravity is a tremendous force, but what is its source?  Why is this so fascinating?  Well, it doesn’t really help me levitate an object, but it tells me that if I try and I expend every possible answer, it might work.  An the thing is, it’s impossible to expend every answer, so I can never run out of ideas to try.

This was the first day I tried telekinesis.